Happy New Year!

So made it to 2012, And oh boy I've been reflecting on 2011 and everything i went through, More than i realize or at least that's the way it feels but I'll go into that later. I've made a few new year resolutions that i know i can stick to. So here they are

• Lose 150 pounds
• stay positive and happy

• Get a drivers license -_-   

And on that note, since being pregnant back in may when i knew my weight i have lost weight, not sure how much since my last pregnancy so i can't tell you on that part.

 Reflecting on 2011  

   So i guess I'll dive right in, January and February were uneventful last year, March i got back with on of my ex boyfriends (big mistake, He's a sex addict)got pregnant the first time in march and i kind of knew and test it was positive(sorry no picture i deleted it soon after) and i didn't tell him, I kept my party life style up cause i didn't believe it, I lost the baby in April I was only a few weeks along. In may i went and got on birth control, and yet again i got back with the same ex -_- very stupid i know, and guess what... I got pregnant again, did not know so of course i kept partying( just drinking beer, I actually had morning sickness around my birthday beginning of summer but i thought it was from drinking cheap vodka,at the time i would have been 6 1/2 weeks pregnant but again i didn't know, I spotted for a week to 2 weeks lightly but i thought that was that months cycle just starting birth control, June 25th to about July 1 st i cramped really bad, and July first at about 8 weeks i lost baby, end of July i started talking to a childhood friend, and we ended up dating, for about 2 months and we broke up he moved on right away which hurt, my other ex ( would have been baby daddy) tried getting back with me and tried to get me to sleep with him. that has went on since end of September beginning of October till well actually now. December I asked my close friend's brother out, he said yes, than the next day we broke up and believe it or not it hurt. Yes i knew him before hand, But that situation is neither here nor there. So i guess that is all i am going to write so about not having any pictures right now, very busy holiday and a very full camera with a review for influnster.com so i will have that up here soon i hope.


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