Today has been anything but easy for me, So may of last year i made some stupid choice, was starting birth control. I didn't know i was pregnant till i had lost the baby completely, Middle of June around my birthday i lightly bleed for about a week and a half maybe two weeks and than stopped bleeding, i never thought anything about it, June 25th i went to a birthday party that was for me and my 2 siblings born on or around the same day, i enjoyed myself. That night at my sister place i started having bad cramping but no bleeding, that is the only time pregnancy crossed my mind. I carried on about my business as usual though, But June 30th very late at night technically it was July 1st, I passed the majority of the tissue than and only bleed a few days after, but from what i seen that pregnancy was gone, I was 7 weeks almost 8 weeks, and pretty sure i lost the baby at 6 weeks. Back to why today hasn't been easy for me, well it is because this was my estimated due date, In my mind i believe that angel was a little girl, and i will always think that. She is my angel that is looking over right next to her sister Teagan. Been a painful day but i try to look ahead knowing I'll see her again one day. I know i didn't write very much, but there isn't much to say.
So Happy Valentines Day! everyone
No comments:
Post a Comment