'Tis the season

I really need to up date this more, Shortly after my last blog post i finally went and hung out with someone i had been talking to for a while, & well thing progressed from there. We are together & have been for 7 months now, but also found out that i am expecting my first baby, His second. We are excited, worried, and anxious, which i am finding normal for our situation, But i am going to give you a run down from when i found out at 4 weeks till now 15 weeks and 2 days now.

Week 4: Not sure how far into week 4 i was when i found out, Period was 4 days late test and instantly positive

Weeks 4-6:

• No morning sickness
• missed period
• absolutely no changes

Weeks7-8:

• Morning sickness in full force
• Tender boobs
• lower belly tenderness
• Pregnancy confirmation/doctor appointment

Week 9:

• First ultrasound(measuring on track)
• still horrible morning sickness
• boobs still tender

Week 9 i had an accident, I was dehydrated and had low blood sugar and actually passed out and hit my head on a metal newspaper box.

Weeks 10-12:

• Heard baby's heartbeat on doppler for the first time
• feeling my uterus
• back pain

Weeks 13-15:

• feeling baby move
• morning sickness still here
• boobs hurting less

Weightloss update, Long time in the making

It's been a very long time since i've posted anything, & boy oh boy i have changed a lot 9 months, since i've posted i've lost another 52 pounds. It has made me have another out look on life, & by no means am i close to where i want to be. At this point, i am trying to tone while losing weight, because i truly don't have any goals to try and reach, just what ever happens with losing happens. Probably because it's the time of year that i get sick, & i figure that's whats happening now. but here are some pictures

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21st birthday, life and weight loss

So this pass Saturday i turned 21 (06/15), and boy.. i derailed from my weight loss, but i don't really care all that matters is i had fun. Still trying to recover from it, I'm still cruising single, but i have a man in sight, but who knows about that, i'm leaving it to fate, but i like him.

  But i did reach my goal weight before my birthday, and also surpassed it just a day or so after my birthday. Which makes me absolutely happy. I am online and only have my pictures on my phone so at some point i will post them, but here are a few from my birthday.

Weight loss and upcoming birthday

Okay, so my weight loss has been going pretty good. It's slow but i'm hoping that will mean that i won't have a lot of extra loss skin. And probably the biggest thing i've learned this far is, don't cut ever single one of your favorite foods. I don't know if it's because a lot of the food i like is healthy to begin with. So far i am down 41 pounds from my highest recorded weight, very well could have been high before.

But, i also have an upcoming birthday which is totally going to through my whole little weight loss thing off. but your only 21 once, So be looking for the pictures of that in about 2 weeks or so. I've been slacking since i've been sick and exhausted.

Weight loss update 5/20/2013

Yes, yes it's that time again since the last time i posted how much i actually lost was a while ago, but my weight fluctuated a lot with in that time, so since the the last numbers on here, i lost 7 more pounds but in reality it is more in the 10-15 range. The lightest i've been since i was 14 or 15 with in at least 10 pounds. I am more active in trying to lose this weight now setting goal. Like i am currently trying to lose the last 6 pounds for this month before my birthday or even more, which is 26 days away.

Weightloss update, well sort of.

So the past couple weeks have been very hectic for me and i've been doing a lot of "running" which i mean driving. Its only been a few days but i got a gym membership, and later i will post more about that, maybe even do a few youtube video's. But out of the 3 days of having it i've went and worked out 2 of those days. doing only about 2.5 miles 3 miles at the most the first day between biking and walking on the treadmill. the second day i went all out burned about 300 calories and maybe did a little more than 3 miles. Now its time to slow down and reflect and focus on what i want, and stay positive. I am positively exhausted though, so this is short with no pictures, maybe in  a week or 2 or 3 just depends on my results, but i am at least feeling the work outs and not pushing over the limit. if you have any tips feel free to leave them

Writers block, along with friends and family

Here for the past how ever long its been since the last blog, At least it under 3 weeks. I have had nothing to write about, I've been busy to besides that. Been helping out around the house to a point, and been hanging with a friend and helping him pack a house up. Onto of dealing with drama, and helping with a depression, the same thing i've went through.

 I may have more blogs to come if this writers block passes or if i get horribly sick. So to take up space i am going to post some pictures.

Steven Earl Kraft Jr, yes its that time of year again

The search for Steven Kraft still continues, his Prayer Candle Light Vigil was February 15th, It's been 12 long years with very little answers. It is tough i grew up with him and his cousins and siblings, I am extremely close to a few of his cousin. I am going to post to links below, and if you lived in the area or know anything about it please call the number on the links. I know this i s short but i want to get it to the point.



http://www.wndu.com/home/headlines/Michigan-boy-still-missing-after-12-years-191501311.html  (This is the story with the number)


http://www.wndu.com/video/?autoStart=true&topVideoCatNo=default&clipId=8402029#.UR8SmcHvuYw.facebook  (This is the news video)

Happy valentines day

Yes, i am aware this is the day after, but as i am writing this it actually is valentines day.
 
  Think i was going to be anything special. Especially since i am single, well seeing as i got my neighbor that i like a card i figured i'd invite him up to hang since he works 3rd shift. It went well and i am glad, we hung with another neighbor, later on like within a few hours i texted him, and asked him to be my valentine, as a friend of course( i don't think either of us took it as friends though) he said yes.

  It was a great day for me, i still wish more would have more would have happened between me and my "valentine" but it is what it is. That would be a whole different blog.


Later tonight or tomorrow i will have a blog up about Steven Earl Kraft Jr, and his Prayer Candle Light Vigil

Drama, Drama, Drama

I just need to rant a little bit, and i am going to change the names just because i want to protect their identities.

  You seriously can't trust some people that are suppose to be close to and are able to tell them important. Just as the saying is some woman aren't meant to be mothers, and i never thought i would know i person like that. Well was i wrong, my close friend let call her *L, well she has no stable house or life for a child she has. That at 17/18 yr old has no right mind trying to have a baby if they aren't in a stable home and relationship, married or not married. Now i am really close with this family, and *L defiantly causes trouble for me, my friends *J & *S( not using their names either because of legal matters) and then having a premature baby that may or may not be feed right, changed right or even cared for when crying, at least some what to my experience ( please don't tell me i should do something about it, The law is involved in it all ready) I try my damnedest when i am around him seeing as he is my god son to take care of him which isn't easy when  his mother contradicts everything and experienced parents and babysitter know. That is just frustrating, just all the arguing and running and lying on everyone's part.


 you would think with this being a rant it would be longer, but i can't give much detail with out someone recognizing this, just more fights and drama that i don't want or need.